Others indulge in unwavering poetic symphonies, I get accidentally epiphanic.
Lady Maybe
My mind’s a 24/7 newsroom, breaking panic, coming soon. Headlines read, You messed up again! It’s both the anchor and the weatherman.
The forecast says cloudy with a chance of doubt, with scattered thoughts all hanging out. Confidence called, saying, “Can’t today.” Overthinking’s working overtime anyway.
Yes, my brain’s a browser, twelve tabs wide, one plays music I can’t find. Another’s buffering future fears, rest just navigate through unpaid arrears.
And that’s when she walks in. All polite, dramatic, and oddly kind; calls herself Lady Maybe, the queen of the restless mind.
She alters my calm in her signature style, says, “Let’s worry together, just a while…?” Pours old regrets in porcelain cups, and sighs, “Sweet memories, bottoms up.”
She sings while scrolling through my head, reviving ancient things I thought were dead. Utters, “Peace is nice, but slightly bland, try chaos; made fresh, by hand.”
My thoughts run marathons indoors, collecting medals for “what if” wars. Even my quiet has commitment issues, Folding itself like unused tissues.
I count my breaths, they count me back. We both lose track…imagine that! I smile at the mess. What else to do? My mind’s a maze that loves the view.
Who am I?
An earnest listener. An eternal learner. An avid reader. An embryonic writer. An absolute philotherian. An enthusiastic logophile and an amalgamation of romantic and realist.
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